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After Alex had passed out in the den of her house and she had taken a small walk to clear her mind, she had returned to her room at her house and seated herself at the little desk that was in there. With a small sigh, she reached over and turned the little lamp that was sitting there, then opened up one of the drawers, pulling out what appeared to be a simple little lavender diary, embroidered with tiny blue flowers and butterflies in one corner. She popped it open and turned past a few pages before she finally started to write...

Hello! Goodness, it's been some time since I've written anything, hasn't it? In fact, I think the last time I wrote anything was when Auntie Bridget and brother were...well, I'm not going to get into that... What's happened, happened right? No sense in dwelling on it!

Anyway, I just recently moved into a quaint little neighborhood due to certain circumstances... But that's not important right now. What's important is a house I've come to discover in this place! I can't even begin to describe it! Truly, I never thought such a place even existed! There's so many different people and beings living there, it's quite fascinating once you get past how scary it can be. Perhaps that is why she was so drawn to it...

I think I've even managed to make a few friends here! Like, Sir Ainsel and little Jun. I never even dreamed I would even see real faefolk and yet those two are! It's a shame Auntie Bridget can't meet them at the moment... Oh there I go again. There's even a few demons living there, but they aren't that scary at all! It's quite a relief really. They're rather nice. Oh and there's Sir Kazuko! He's a lot like father in a lot of ways...it's a shame that they couldn't meet each other. In any case, it's rather comforting seeing someone like him around and willing to help me. And then there's Sir Von...I still find him a little odd and somewhat scary, but I suppose he's not all that bad...

There's also Sir Dai and Maft, a robot? Is that it? Yes, I believe so. You know, the technology in this world never ceases to amaze me...and it can be rather frightening too, like those car things. Oh, but Sir Ainsel's moving home and Sir Aiden's limo are nice! There's also edible jewelry here, of all things! Sir Shilo introduced me to these things called "Ring Pops" and goodness they're wonderful. Such things don't exist in my world! I sometimes wonder why my mother's people left this world in the first place when I see neat things like that... And then I see awful things...

You know, there seems to be a heavy, dreary air hanging over that place lately... I do hope that whatever has happened will resolve itself soon. There's a lot of good people living there and they don't deserve being depressed or upset... Besides, that just might cause her to try to attack them when they're at their most vulnerable. I will have to keep a closer eye out, to keep that from happening... Speaking of which, Sir Mike and Sir Shin seem to have gotten struck with a curse of sorts that makes them smaller. From what I learned, I don't think it was out of spite, but either way, I do hope that gets resolved or I might have to start glancing through auntie's spellbooks for a way to help.

I will have to say, out of all the little experiences I've dealt with at that strange house, none have been more interesting or confusing than my meeting of Crosser and Alexander... Goodness, I don't even know where to begin...and I'm so very puzzled really... I guess what it all boils down to is the feelings that have shown up since I've gotten to know the both of them. Crosser...well...he said that he loved me and he certainly wasn't shy about showing that either, but I'm not really sure if I even felt anything other than friendship for him... And then his son Alexander showed up and things got even more complicated.

I do wish mother were here...or Auntie Bridget...they know more about this sort of thing than I do... Though, it seems that Crosser has realized that it really wouldn't work out between us and he does still want to be friends at least. Oh and Lady Gadget seems to be fond of him, so I don't feel completely bad now! I do wish them luck. And then there's Alexander...

She pauses a moment in her writing and reaches a hand to her cheek where Alex had kissed her earlier. She then shakes her head, snapping herself out of her little daze and tries to ignore how warm her face feels.

...Crosser says that he likes me and I can see that sometimes, and then there are times where I wonder about that. He can be such an awful bully...and then he can be really nice... Besides, I truly think he only sees me as a friend, despite what his father says. I will admit that I'm afraid I might be starting to have some feelings for him, but perhaps it would be best if I just kept that to myself...even if he is a little attractive in a rebellious sort of way.

No! I can't get close! I will be turning 16 in a few months' time and I will have to return to my world eventually and get betrothed to one of my own people...even if it's only for political reasons... I mean, mother would want me to do the proper thing, right?

Goodness, I feel as though I'm just rambling now. I should retire for the night.

And with that, she quietly shut the little diary and turned off the desk lamp. She ignored the small knot forming in her throat as she went to bed.

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((HI WALL 8C I really didn't want it to get that long, sheesh. Anyway, I figured I'd try something different when I update Gen's journals and have her write in her diary about things instead of me just narrating what she's doing. And no, it can't be read unless you go breaking into her house and nose around in her room...and I don't think she would appreciate that |D; ))

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